'You don't pass or fail at being a person' said someone.

When everyone tells you you would be fine, you could make it at the end but you know you somehow won't make it. 

Mom and sis don't like me being so pessimistic. YL is putting up with my negativity every day. Dad told me to jia you, and suddenly I felt just like a kid, I recalled he was always proud of me because I lived up to his expectation until certain point in my life, I chose laziness and procrastination.

I cried because I didn't meet my own expectation. I don't know how am I going to face this when results are out. I try to tell myself to be strong and keep trying but I can't accept failure after putting in so much efforts.